The last three weeks I have allowed my emotions to rule me, heart and mind. I have realised that my son would want me to be strong and ‘keeping’ it together. He does not understand why I do not live with him. He may be thinking Daddy is happy where he is? I must show him that he is right.
I only see him two times a year and I need not to be a wreck but a happy person. Break ups are difficult. But it is the best for him, I know and I accept.
So now I need to start planning my life and become happy.