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Last Saturday was the last session of Eat Breathe Thrive (EBT) Yoga. EBT support people with eating disorders. On the second session (Saturday, 23rd March 2019), I came out as a Trans Woman. According to Dictionary.com ‘‘Transwoman’ is ‘an adult who was born male but whose gender identity is female’ (na; (2019)).
I have been working on making LGBTQ (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender and Questioning / Queer.
Equality colour items for the party which will be the last time the group that I was on will meet. Of course, there is a lot of opportunities for us to meet up. The group collectively agreed to do something to support the LGBTQ community. We have chosen to support the London LGBTQ Centre
I am making knitted book tokens, as one of the participants goes to University who has to read lots of books! I am hoping a bright colour hand knitted book marker will keep her inspired.
Today, psychaitrist has sent my referal of to the Gender Identity Clinic in London,who will start preparing me to transition into a female.
Today, Friday the 19th of April, is the fourth week I have come out as a Trans Woman. My life as a woman has been great, other than last friday when I was robbed. I am loving my new clothes and the feeling that these bring to me. It is hard to explain how I am feeling everyday. But I do not have that dark cloud hanging over me that I had when I was in the ‘closet’.
I am now starting to put make-up on and I am enjoying the self-care that I show myself. This ‘mothering’ care is enhancing the quality of my everyday life. Before I came out, I found looking after myself very difficult, actually if I am completely honest, it did not exist. It was a chore that I did not like doing. I did not respect myself and this increased my depression and the hate I had for myself.
My new love for myself has given me a new release of life. Everyday is a new start. I take pride in how I look. I am lucky to be able express myself in this way without judgement. In many countries and terrorities the way I express myself is not possible.
On Facebook, I am in contact with at least one person who is not able to express themselves. They want to be a woman, but born as a man, (this is known as M to F (MtoF)). This person is very depressed and they feel lost. I could not imagine how they are coping.
The article further states “there were twenty (20) countries who decriminialised same sex relationships before the 1900’s” (2017). This allowed same sex relationships. Britian only decriminalised it fifty (50) years ago.
The article shows a detailed map of the world where being in a gay reationship can be punished by death or inprisonment.
If left in solitude, man would drive the world into an emotionless destiny. But, we at GOE will never let humans become devoid of Humanity. Because: "The World needs co-operation, not competition..." - Vedant Dasgupta