Friday 22nd February 2019 – Diary
Recently I have only understood why people cut themselves. I thought it was just wanting Attention.
But as I have started to cut myself it is not for attention but an attempt to try and ease mental unease.
Tuesday 9th April 2019 – Diary
I have nothing now
Not a friend to call upon
To give a listening ear
To comfort my fears
I have nobody now
Everyday is a long day
Just I and My Shadow
Just I and My thoughts
Those thoughts that never stop
Spinning and weaving the lack of confidence within me
Multiplying many times the doubt that cripples me
Enhancing my hate for myself
I have nobody now, not a soul in sight.
Tuesday 19th February 2019