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Friday 8th March 2019 – Diary
Posted on `Friday 8th Mar 2019

Trigger Warning

I suffer from an eating disorder called Avoidant Reluctant Food Intake Disorder (ARFID) when stressed the sufferer finds it difficult to eat.

It’s started I was feeling nauseous when I tried to eat. I then stopped eating.

Then I have seen how my weight has been reducing. I have started counting calories and carbs. Yesterday I was trying to walk up a hill. I bought packet of biscuits. I ate three. As soon as I got to the top I vomited.

I am still extremely fat. I need to lose another 10 kg before I can even consider anything else.

I am tired.