Wednesday 12th June 2019 – Diary
Today I have decided enough is enough and I need to express myself. I have held in my emotions long enough and I have been polite asking for help.
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25th February 2019 – Diary
This is how I am feeling at the moment, hiding. Hiding from the real world.
Friday 22nd February 2019 – Diary
Recently I have only understood why people cut themselves. I thought it was just wanting Attention.
But as I have started to cut myself it is not for attention but an attempt to try and ease mental unease.
Thursday 21st February 2019 – Diary
Last night I did another cut, I am hurting so much, I need to be able to talk, but I’ve got no one to talk to, and I can’t keep using helplines.
This morning I did another cut I feel so angry with myself for how I have treated my family, or should I say my ex-family.
I want to crawl out of my skin. I hate who I am. I hate how I feel. I hate how I look. I don’t know how I can stop this self mutating because I am hurting so much.
I am lost.