Thoughts of how I view the world.

Friday 19th April 2019 – Diary

Today I’ve been working on my blog and updating it. I have been busy doing this and did not notice my feelings.

I am lonely I wish I had someone with me that loved me for who I am. Normally I would be busy talking to my adopted daughter but she’s not online at the moment. Out of all the people on my list on Facebook there’s no one to talk to. It’s sad that I rely on social media to keep me content but I do not know any other way.

I am avoiding doing necessary tasks like cleaning my flat I don’t want to start but I know I should. I know I will get angry with myself for failing to do this but it seems such a big effort for little reward.

I am going to go to my writers group tonight it’s in the Jailhouse bar, my very first night going to this group was in this place and it took me forever to find it.

How can I win over my negativity? I must remain positive in my way of thinking.

Not Sure What To Do With My Time

Saturday 23-02-2019 – Diary 

I got up this morning at 08:30. I went onto the computer and did some researching on groups on Facebook, played Farmville and then made a small bowl of soup.

I was watching a tv programme and decided to go ot sleep after that was finished. It is unusual for me to sleep during the day time. I woke up and it is sunny, but I do not want to go out and spend money. I make a smoothie, and I might have another one.

I have a load of things that I need to do but I just do not know where to start. I have done a little bit of knitting and I might do more. I hate the weekends. I find them very difficult.