Proud of myself

Tuesday 14th May 2019 – Diary

On Sunday I met this is beautiful Chinese lady by chance on the Tube (London Underground). She was so beautiful my type of woman. We quickly talked and I gave her my Instagram.

I am just dying for her to contact me now. She is doing a film degree. Amazing!

Yesterday! I ate 95% pot of Congee, Rice Porridge. This is the first time I succeeded.

 

 

Hate Body Image

Friday 8th March 2019 – Diary

Trigger Warning

I suffer from an eating disorder called Avoidant Reluctant Food Intake Disorder (ARFID) when stressed the suffer finds it difficult to eat.

It’s started I was feeling nauseous when I tried to eat. I then stopped eating. Then I have seen how my weight has been reducing. I have started counting calories and carbs. Yesterday I was trying to walk up a hill. I bought packet of biscuits. I ate three. As soon as I got to the top I vomited. I am still extremely fat. I need to lose another 10 kg before I can even consider anything. I am tired.