My First Snack No Guilt!

Tuesday 14th May 2019 – Diary

Busy going to be late home. Meditating that Sim will contact me. (Chinese lady.) One needs energy!

ith my Busy #schedule #difficult #toeat #follow I had a #coffee and #chocolatecake first time didn’t feel #guilty for #eating

The only thing that saved me from trying to stop going into #hospital with my #eatingdisorder is #drinking #hotchocolate I suffer from three eating disorders #bulimia #anorexia #arfid #bulimiafighter #bulimiclife #bulimianervosarecovery #bulimiarecovery#eatingdisorderawareness #eating #arfidrecovery #mixedpeppers #brocoli #greenbeans potato #spinach #garlic #ginger #trans #transisbeautiful #transwoman #transgender
help me someone 😰😫😭

Tonight’s Food Already Prepared

Tuesday 14th May 2019 – Food

Busy #schedule #difficult #toeat #follow . The only thing that saved me from trying to stop going into #hospital with my #eatingdisorder is #drinking #hotchocolate .

I

suffer from three eating disorders #bulimia #anorexia #arfid #bulimiafighter #bulimiclife #bulimianervosarecovery #bulimiarecovery#eatingdisorderawareness #eating #arfidrecovery #mixedpeppers #brocoli #greenbeans potato #spinach #garlic #ginger #trans #transisbeautiful #transwoman #transgender
help me someone 😰😫😭

Omelette and Spinach

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Food

#trans #transisbeautiful#transwoman
The only thing that saved me from trying to stop going into #hospital with my #eatingdisorder is #drinking #hotchocolate
I suffer from three eating disorders #bulimiarecovery#bulimiafighter #bulimiclife#bulimianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderawareness#eating #arfid #arfidrecovery #omelette#mushrooms #spinach #garlic #ginger
help me someone 😰😫😭

Fruit v Veg

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Sunday 3rd March 2019 – Food

Thank you for the people who kindly told me off for the amount of sugar that I was consuming throught smoothies.

No smoothie today or tomorrow.

So today’s food is soup, there is broccoli, cauliflower, peppers, spinach, sweetcorn and potatoes. 300 mils of milk. Obviously I have leftovers, I have managed to eat one bowl and I’m hoping that it will stay were it should do.

I have enough leftovers for two days worth of food.

I hate battling this eating disorder.

Potatoes, broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, sweet corn, mixed peppers, spinach and milk.

My Vow to Myself

Wednesday 27th February 2019 – Diary

`Today I make a vow to myself and to you. That I will no longer cut or self-harm I owe it to myself. To learn to respect myself.

This will form most of my breakfast and I will add milk to make a smoothie. This is like a three course meal for me.

 

I added an extra banana two pairs 300g of natural yoghurt and 500 millilitres of milk. This is a lot for me so it will be my food for the day.

What do you have for your breakfast?