Karma!

Tuesday 21st May 2019 – Diary

On Sunday I had a fantastic time at the temple in North West London. The people were amazing. For the first time in eleven months I ate three meals in space of twelve hours. A lot of the meeting was in the language for people who come from Sri Lanka. I had enough English to understand what was being said and I did not feel left out at all.

The attitude of the people on Sunday has not been the same for those on Facebook and Twitter. I have had nothing but threats and bad mouthing about me. That is fine. If people want to harp on about my past there is nothing I can do to stop them. But I am not going to be dragged back into my past and relive it when the few want me to. I am better than that.

One thing I was reminded of on Sunday was the Buddhist precepts.
Right view,

Right thought,

Right action,

Not to steal,

Refrain from sexual misconduct,

Not to kill any living being (thing).

According to: https://www.accesstoinsight.org/ptf/dhamma/sila/pancasila.html (21/05/2019)

The Five Precepts:

1. Panatipata veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from destroying living creatures.

2. Adinnadana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from taking that which is not given.

3. Kamesu micchacara veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from sexual misconduct.

4. Musavada veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from incorrect speech.

5. Suramerayamajja pamadatthana veramani sikkhapadam samadiyami
I undertake the precept to refrain from intoxicating drinks and drugs which lead to carelessness.

I do not fight back when people say misleading things about me. I believe in Karma, that Karma will repay the deed.

My First Snack No Guilt!

Tuesday 14th May 2019 – Diary

Busy going to be late home. Meditating that Sim will contact me. (Chinese lady.) One needs energy!

ith my Busy #schedule #difficult #toeat #follow I had a #coffee and #chocolatecake first time didn’t feel #guilty for #eating

The only thing that saved me from trying to stop going into #hospital with my #eatingdisorder is #drinking #hotchocolate I suffer from three eating disorders #bulimia #anorexia #arfid #bulimiafighter #bulimiclife #bulimianervosarecovery #bulimiarecovery#eatingdisorderawareness #eating #arfidrecovery #mixedpeppers #brocoli #greenbeans potato #spinach #garlic #ginger #trans #transisbeautiful #transwoman #transgender
help me someone 😰😫😭

Tonight’s Food Already Prepared

Tuesday 14th May 2019 – Food

Busy #schedule #difficult #toeat #follow . The only thing that saved me from trying to stop going into #hospital with my #eatingdisorder is #drinking #hotchocolate .

I

suffer from three eating disorders #bulimia #anorexia #arfid #bulimiafighter #bulimiclife #bulimianervosarecovery #bulimiarecovery#eatingdisorderawareness #eating #arfidrecovery #mixedpeppers #brocoli #greenbeans potato #spinach #garlic #ginger #trans #transisbeautiful #transwoman #transgender
help me someone 😰😫😭

Proud of myself

Tuesday 14th May 2019 – Diary

On Sunday I met this is beautiful Chinese lady by chance on the Tube (London Underground). She was so beautiful my type of woman. We quickly talked and I gave her my Instagram.

I am just dying for her to contact me now. She is doing a film degree. Amazing!

Yesterday! I ate 95% pot of Congee, Rice Porridge. This is the first time I succeeded.

 

 

Omelette and Spinach

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Food

#trans #transisbeautiful#transwoman
The only thing that saved me from trying to stop going into #hospital with my #eatingdisorder is #drinking #hotchocolate
I suffer from three eating disorders #bulimiarecovery#bulimiafighter #bulimiclife#bulimianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderawareness#eating #arfid #arfidrecovery #omelette#mushrooms #spinach #garlic #ginger
help me someone 😰😫😭

Puma

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Puma, Belize, Central America, Frans Lanting, date not known

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 301. Original Work Created by: [ Frans Lanting; Puma; DATE NOT KNOWN ] #FransLanting #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Steel Plant

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Steel Plant, Pittsburgh, 1955 by Eugene Smith

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 248 – 249. Original Work Created by: [ Eugene Smith; Steel Plant; 1955 ] #EugeneSmith #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Hot Shot Eastbound

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

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I have had to adapted this picture. This was done larger than A3. My scanner could not scan and therefore I had to cut the drawing up. I could not do the full detail of the drawing and as such have input my own details.

Hot Shot Eastbound, by Ogle Winston Link, in 1956

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 228 – 229. Original Work Created by: [ Ogle Winston Link; Hot Shot Eastbound; 1956] # Ogle Winston Link #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Main Street of Corleone

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Main Street of Corleone by Sergio Larrain in 1959

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 223. Original Work Created by: [ Sergio Larrain; Main Street of Corleone; 1959 ] #SergioLarrain #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Red Cross Train

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Red Cross Train – Hungary, 1947

This was a very difficult drawing to do. On the left is the reflection of the girl. This took over 50 hours of work.

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 208 – 209. Original Work Created by: [ Werner Bischof; Red Cross Train – Hungary; 1947 ] #WernerBischof #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Paris Night Square, Paris

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Paris Night Square, Paris Andre Kertesz, 1927

I adapted this drawing from the below book.

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 154 – 155. Original Work Created by: [ Andre Kertesz; Paris Night Square; 1927 ] #AndreKertesz #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Rue Muller, Paris

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Rue Muller, Paris
by Willy Ronis 1934

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 154. Original Work Created by: [ Willy Ronis; Rue Muller, Paris; 1934 ] #WillyRonis #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Emergency Ladder

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Emergency Ladder by Alexandr Rodchenko 1925

I did not copy this completely I was getting sick with looking upside down!

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 141. Original Work Created by: [ Alexandr Rodchenko; Emergency Ladder; 1925 ] #AlexandrRodchenko #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Peering Out

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Peering Out by Herbert Ponting 1911

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 119. Original Work Created by: [ Herbert Ponting; Peering Out; 1911 ] #HerbertPonting#pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Old Faithful

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

Old Faithful by William Henry Jackson 1870

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 047. Original Work Created by: [ William Henry Jackson; Old Faithful; 1870 ] #WilliamHenryJackson #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

Lolipops

Lolipops – Gertrude Kassebier 1910

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 115. Original Work Created by: [ Gertrude Kasebier; Lolipops; 1910 ] #GertrudeKasebier #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley

The Steerage

Thursday 9th May 2019 – Artwork

The Steerage by Alfred Stieglitz 1907

This work took me over 50 hours of working out. It is adapted.

Ang, T; (2014) ‘Photography, The Definitive Visual History’, Dorling Kindersley Limited, London; page 108 – 109. Original Work Created by: [ Alfred Stieglitz; The Steerage; 1907 ] #Alfredstieglitz #pencildrawing #pencil #pencilsketch #pencildrawings #pencilart #pencilartwork #shading #eraser #h1 #h3 #b1 #b2 #b3 #b4 #b5 #b6 #hb #hatching #art #artist #artistsoninstagram #ang #tomang #photography #photographyofvisual #photographythedefinitivevisualhistory #dorkingkindersley