Sunday 3rd March 2019 – Diary
I have self-harmed. I have tried suicide and I can’t even manage that correctly.
I have been diagnosed as:
With symptoms consistent with depressive illness including thoughts of self harm and suicide, features of anxiety including panic attacks, agoraphobia and distressing flashbacks. To have a severe mixed personality disorder with features of Schizotypal, paranoid and anti-social personality disorders and more recently diagnosed with EUPD (Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder).
Diagnostic threshold for all three severe personality pathology subscales of schizotypal avoidant, depressive and masochistic (self-defeating) personality traits and dependent and negativistic personality pathology….”
At the same time I have become an anorexic and have not eaten solid food for 29 weeks.
Basically, there is no hope for me.
I am male, 39, single.