Sunday 3rd March 2019 – 18:35 – Diary
I am totally lost at the moment. One minute I am married, able to talk to my wife about the important and not so important things. I then find that a court had banned me from talking to her. There is so many things I want to express. My gratitude for her bringing a beautiful son, child into this world.
I want to express the many things that I should have done as her husband and as the father but I failed and cannot express any of this.
I am so happy that people have the love of their lives, but it rips me apart. I can’t cope with weekends when I see families together. I miss my family.
Will I ever be happy and in love again?! I find it hard to see.
I feel so miserable